From Instrument Soundtrack 1999
out here
i can barely see my breath
surrounded
by jealousy and death
i can’t be reached
i’ve only had one call
dragged underneath
seperate from you all
this time
i’ve lost my own return
in spite of
everything i’ve learned
i hid my tracks
spit out all my air
slipped into cracks
stripped of all my cares
i’m so tired
sheep are counting me
no more struggle
no more energy
no more patient
you can write that down
it’s all too crazy
i’m not sticking ’round
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This song is proof you can make something beautiful, even in your darkest times. ♥
I have no hope
The person who made me appreciate my life broke up with me recently and I just I feel like shit because I feel like shit. Does that even make sense? I hope it does. They helped me out of a suicidal depression and I already feel it again and I just I can’t help but hate myself for it. It feels pathetic to feel this way because of a break up but I just can’t stop I haven’t eaten in 3 days I just want my mind to stop screaming at me I just want it to end